Yesterday I was absent because of my serious desmenorhea condition and my parents could only watch me from a distance since they can’t do anything. Seriously, they could do something about it but they just left for work and came back home bringing Christmas decors and still left me in pain. F*ck.
The whole day i was soooooo weak . I can’t even open a bottle. Then many icky things happened and that’s a secret between me and the toilet bowl. Shoot! I hate em’ . Seriously the only people helped me was my maid, and my lola then I was hugged by my cute lil’ sister. 
I really thought I’m a goner to math since Kim told me there would be a test yesterday but it was false alarm. *sigh*. My sickness always syncs with the tests and it really sucks!
"Sometimes I just wanted to snap where I'm standing right now. Throwing my tantrums at you. Mumbling with nothing left to say. Then hug you with all my might. After all, you're the one whoe understood me best ;("
