{ Curio City }

Osu! Winter is here! Christmas is here! Parties are here! And of course, inspiration~!. I’m amused by the fact that I kept on changing from 1 theme to another, but I’ve decided to use this theme instead. The fact that this is the only friendster blog wordpress theme with a built in rotating image feature, that means that I didn’t animate the header itself. Pretty neat eh?

:Ocean Mist Rotating Header:

:Headers Walkthrough:

I used photoshop cs3 to edit the headers. Blended with a combination of selective color techniques that I learned from making livejournal icons. The community is quite cozy there, you’ll get used to it.

Here’s the set of images I’ve used. I’m quite hooked with Vocaloid right now,even my profile page has the proof. Len x Miku is loved ♥

Oh, and those people who are soo, observative right now might notice a story line wtitten on each header. A message for those people men and women alike, not to waste every moment spend on their beloved. For every moment God gives us, let’s spend time wisely for time waits for no one.

Yesterday I was absent because of my serious desmenorhea condition and my parents could only watch me from a distance since they can’t do anything. Seriously, they could do something about it but they just left for work and came back home bringing Christmas decors and still left me in pain. F*ck.

The whole day i was soooooo weak . I can’t even open a bottle. Then many icky things happened and that’s a secret between me and the toilet bowl. Shoot! I hate em’ . Seriously the only people helped me was my maid, and my lola then I was hugged by my cute lil’ sister.

I really thought I’m a goner to math since Kim told me there would be a test yesterday but it was false alarm. *sigh*. My sickness always syncs with the tests and it really sucks!

After the robo festa orientation, I was so hype about it that I couldn’t even stand a chance of thinking the most important things that I have to do. Worst thing is my group failed to act as a group.I guess they really wont work until I told them to work. This is happened to a person who doesn’t even have a telephone existed inside a hose typically an ordinary girl and yeah I’m pointing at ME.

I was absent last Friday and on that day I didn’t got a chance to talk with my members on where to get started on group projects. But at that point I trusted them to use their common sense on what to do since there were responsible members that I could count on to. But I simply can’t believe they didn’t even bother talking about it.

Now I’m confused on what to do. Our math teacher may lecture me again. Why me?!.

I’m back at our house and I could tidy up my room and start studying but my bf was missing me and was probably depressed because I wasn’t present last Friday. Truth be told, we were planing to skip the morning period but he has his own reasons while I got a valid one. :-p But that didn’t work out since my period was so harsh. I could feel my lower body wanted to bend because of the severe pain.
So we chatted whole night long till I didn’t made any single progress on my work. Oh well.

Sometimes my so-called feelings are held back by this saying “It’s easy to make a decision when your depressed”. People were asking me how I picked my current boyfriend right now and how we lasted for almost a year. It was not easy to be honest because there were people and circumstances that affected my decision. But I always ask myself if it was a good idea letting my heart do what she wants.

—4 people were there—

1st person:
Made me fall in love head over heels.

2nd person:
Still, I love this guy. He had an innocent expression and the way he talks to me, makes me laugh.

3rd person:
My so-called brother. But were not blood related at all. People just convinced us that were siblings because of our names, face, and way of expression was the same.

4th person:
He used to be a guy. But many things happened to him this year. So *ahem* he’s not that manly anymore. But he’s still the sweetest guy I know.

– 3rd Year H.S. –

What really happened?
I was so depressed by a fraud joke from the 2nd person that it pushed me to accept my bf’s feeling. So I tried going out with him. Yet he still leave me alone every dismissal (shyness). The first person saw me crying one time then I rode on a jeepney leaving Kim and the group speechless and concerned. Then 3rd person tried to cheer me up with a simple conversation but I know we would not work out since he’s too popular with the girls.Then this fourth person didn’t greet me the usual smile ever since I told him about my relationship.

I tried giving up on our relationship but he was persistent and tried to change himself. Then from that point on he waits for me at the canteen then we go home together but because he was still very very shy, he made Hans join with us. It was good since he’s the type that barge in on our silent conversation and made us laugh.

Then summer passed, still we made no progress so both of us hooked some ideas and started dating. We quarreled sometimes but we make up for it after an hour or so… usually because I’m so stubborn but I’m glad he understands me very well even if I’m too stubborn to admit my mistakes

In the end I probably didn’t regret my decision. But I wonder what the future has in store for us.

I felt very aweful about my 2nd grading scores. Only a few of my subject scores survived but I did terrible in Math. Terrible..terrible..oh what a shame.

And I deserved it. Damn that teacher.

• Filipino = +3
• Math = -2
• Physics = maintain
• English = -1